XxEDUARDUS
Dear Journal today I have arrived in the small town of Silvertown Its pretty much like every small town in the wild west, All the people seem to be cautious of New folk till they find out what they are doing there, Already i have meet a few people one in particular has caught my fancy, A pretty Young thing blonde hair blue eyes the all american type dream girl I guess some would say. The Jail house is much need of repairs if something dangerous came my way i want to be prepare to keep the people safe as possible. The tavern seem to be the focus point of town but then when has it never, I have gotten settled in the ranch pass town it pretty nice a wide open skies surrounded by trees and even has a nice pond. i haven't had the chance to meet my neighbors yet as seem the town right now is full commotion and a Circus has come to town, means more people from nearby towns are likely to come. I will eventually make my way to all shops to see what the weapon codes are for them and make sure all understand the new rules handed down by government that wether they like or not I will enforce full heartily. it hard to make a uncivilized frontier abide by laws but this place looks like they wont cause much trouble, just the hard nose wild west cowboys that think this is still raw territory. I need to wire mother to thank her for the money and help since father has became on outlaw and a murderer , it is hard for her to cope in the insane asylum how such a wealthy high society man with many high connection can turn to such crimes, My reason for coming this far from my homelands In hopes to find him to get the answer we all so desperately seek. It times like this I wished i stayed at the university and got my law degree i have feeling if and when i find father that would serve more use than this badge I bare on my chest but never-less it is what it is.. on the bottom he signed it BLue and dated it~
He sat at h is desk picking up the pen and paper to wire his mother,
Dear Mother i have secured a job as a sheriff in a small town as you may already know, Thanks so much for the belongings you sent I am still unsure why you are where you are at i do not think you are in any danger and that is not a place for you i am worry one day being there you may slip into insanity in which you may not come out of. I beg you to please come live with me at the new house I am quite lonely and miss you dearly. The house is is large enough and i will always be close by in town, please reconsider my offer sincerely Your little boy blue~ She has always called him that and even though he wished she would stop now he is grown man he kinda like the special bond he and his mother always had. His pass wasn't a vague memory he can not forget the night. Laying in his bed upstairs in the manor his mother ran into the room forced him out the bed and into the small closet used for linen. Blue there are men out in the yard and they all have guns Im so scared YOU must remain silent and Do not come out till i tell you or you hear silence YOU GOT IT! the tears stream down his face as he was sure that would be last time he would see his Mother or father alive. he heard the front door of the home being crashed into and a loud commotion he heard his father yelling and warning the men if they had a problem to take him from the house to deal with this matter he didn't want his wife or son seeing. My mother was begging him not to go clinging to his legs as them men forceful kicked her in her face several times, cracking her jaw and leaving her bloody bruised and her face already swollen. My dad telling them to LEave her alone or have HEll to pay. He got out the closet and stood at the window as he watch 4 men beating and dragging his father into the nearby trees. His father looked up glancing at the window seeing his little boy crying and wondering why they were doing this to his father he only hung his head in shame. Then with 3 shots in the dark he watched his mother run outside screaming NO! One more shot was fired and my mother dropped to her knees and he saw a shadow come from behind the trees WHo was it Why is his mother just kneeling there what if they wanted to hurt her. Unable to see anything else he ran back into the closet and hide like his mother had told him to do. but the night mare was far from over he heard voices inside the house again a huge argument between his mother and unknown voice .He was sure it wasn't his father, then he heard anther shot inside the house HIs mother screamed and then anther shot and then silence.It was hours before he came out of hiding he ran down stair and saw his mother lying in a pool of blood and the stranger he Knew all to well it was Roger Merchant the manager of the bank his father owned scared for his mother life he quickly wired for the doctor and Sheriff. with 4 bodies dead and his mother barley living he knew this would Haunt him till He found out where his father was and what happen and he wouldn't stop at nothing till he found him~
Poet61
Hey deputy dog, what you doing in these parts? I’m Bushkill Green most folks around here just call me boss, (as he rubs his face, you can hear the skin scratching the bristle hairs he has for a beard) I run a small shoppe here and take care of the locals needs. You planning to stay a while? So if you’re hurting, come see me... don’t get in my way and I won’t get in yours..
XxEDUARDUS
sheriff waits to listen to the drama that begins to unfold.. he notices on his desk his private journal has been moved and he even seen a note... as he listens his eyes scan the writing. His cold steel green eyes dart at the words and his lips curl into a half semi smile. he never been called deputy dog and he laughs as memory serves him of a cartoon he once saw. Hmm Boss i do not think Ill be calling anyone Boss no time soon now lost in the note the words of the women talking is lost in translation but he pretends to be listening just the same. OH i think ill make it a point to swing by to see this man and pay him little visit.. he closes the book and puts it in his locked drawer. he now converts his eyes back to Miss Kristina and thinks my what a stunning creature she is and that dress she wore today showed nothing more than bare shoulders Mid knees . He thought maybe Ill ask her to dinner at my place soon.
MysticSecret1
Looking at him scanning her with his deep sharp green eyes Kristina feels how heat and blushing come to her face... she looks down hopping that he did not see that. She need to learn how to control her emotions after all... and now looking at him so busy writing something... how his strong fingers continue to fill sheet of paper with words she smiles to herself... silently waiting for Katie to tell her story again... and with corner of her eyes eying him starting from his polished till shine shoes "that would tell a lot about him" she grins to herself.
She was always looking at men shoes ... if they clean them or not... and now she seems satisfied with a view of his... then her gaze goes slowly up just for one second stopping .... in the middle and turning her head blushing as a cherry to Katie now... hearing her telling the story but same time remembering what kind of feelings she experienced when she found flowers on her bed and that single note from him... it was not so long ago but seemed so long again... and she was curious now if he forgot what he asked her for... so much is happening here and they been busy with more important things then some silly date... she understood that but... she never had a date before so Kristina was so trilled about it... even this man looked so dangerous and so tall and strong like some viking from her read stories back at home. Kristina was lost in her dreams for a while not realizing that all that was seen on her face...
XxEDUARDUS
Seeing the Lovely Miss Kristina unfold her umbrella and walking in the rain back to her room across the way he watched her every step intently. he bite his pouty bottom lip hiding the smile his eyes gave away. as he sat down he mauled over the story of the lady and he jot down notes and could not shake that eerie feeling that something bad was going to happen and happen soon he must be on his toes and keep a lookout and be suspicious of all he hasn't gotten to know about on more deeper level. He picked up a pen and wrote to his Mother.'
Dear Mother it been some months since my Last telegram. As I have not heard back I guess that means you are not sure about coming out to the west. though I cant say it dose not please me to know U still cannot forgive yourself or the nightmare of that night i wish you would consider. You would be interested in knowing I Have meet a young lady, she is very much like you very poised very witty and very peculiar. I have asked her to dinner tonight and hope she will decide she will give me a chance, I know i am not out here to be a lady man but momma it does get so lonely in the nights. I hope to hear from you soon Ur loving son Blue.. he sealed the letter and put it in his desk to send out tomorrow morning. He wasn't in the mood to take the ride in the rain home so anther night in the office suited him fine. so he locked up the doors and check all the windows and he settled down in one of the cells closed his eyes listen to the rain dance outside on tin roof top and fell fast asleep..
MysticSecret1
Wind got her in it embrace so quick that she could not do anything about it ... it started to dance with her umbrella catching her too in it dance... making her swirl around trying to avoid to fall in huge puddles ... at first she was concern about her shoes and dress and hair but later on ... all nerves all tension that she got from the very beginning ... arrival in this town took over her and Kristina let the wind win by taking her umbrella.... and making a dance in the rain... swirling with it in one ... lifting her hands up and catching drops of the rain ... laughing she started to run and jump in every one single puddle not wanting miss any of them... all her childhood memories now where so present at this moment she got loose in this weather letting the wind and rain to take care of her lost scared soul... letting them to make their job by calming it down... with the dance she was trying to catch with a tip of her tongue as many rain drops as it was possible ... giggling now ... remembering this game as she played with her friends over there... counting every single one of them... at this moment the rain washed all concerns away... trees were singing along with the wind and rain their song for only her as she was alone here. rain washed all ... concerns fear questions... all removing it all from her ... even light hint of make up leaving her clean and innocent ... maybe even somehow childish.... and it felt so good so good that she could not help herself but scream.... "thank you rain!" For maing her feel good to feel secure in herself again to give her strength to give her fresh start... wiping her wet hair from the face she looked up in the sky ... closed her eyes and swirled swirled swirled listening to the sounds of nature ... saying silent thank you to life ... keeping her safe.... and letting enjoy it more and more by giving new opportunities ....
XxEDUARDUS
Dear Diary..
Tonight i find it harder to focus on the reason my travel has brought me way out here. Rumors of my Father mysterious disappearance has not faded and i find myself waking up to the sounds of gunshot and screams and i..I am cover in sweat. Mother has still declined my invites to come here and i cannot understand what protection for her sanity she finds in the institution. I don' t know what this fascination has come over me with Miss Kristina i find myself longing to hold her in my arms cover her in kisses and lay awake with her till the sun peeks in my windows. I am afraid I will not be able to control myself around her if she is left alone with me. Something tells me she is the one I've seeking to calm the inner part of me that is losing control of reality. I know she too feel the same way for never have I seen a women look at me the way she does. She looks at me as if I am a dangerous outlaw but would die to protect her, I find it very intoxicating how her perfume lingers in my mind haunting my scents. she would being me to my knees at the mere touch of her lips on mine. But these time bring perils and I must stay focused and steadfast to protect the citizens, seem with the badge comes great responsibilities and deny me luxury most men take for granted. I lay awake at nights and wonder what karma has in store fro me tomorrow and find it quite annoyed that it yet to revealed my fate. I know all good things come to those who wait but I have learn IF you want something You have to go out get it Yourself so this endeavour of pressing Miss Kristina to be mine has only just begun a game of cat and mouse I find refreshing..
MysticSecret1
All refreshed after the long bath Kristina walked to the window just for one more .... enjoy sound of the rain... she opened it a little to feel freshness of the evening... it always fascinated her... this smell after the rain... leaning to the window frame and wrapping herself in the baby blue silk robe she smiled drifting in her dreams. Wind played carefully with her hair tickling her face slightly caressing her young body... the robe colour reflected in her eyes making them deep as the sky. Worries left her face for a moment and she let herself to take her to fairy land ... one from her stories that she read in secret back home... Kristina chuckled remembering how she climbed in the big tree near home hiding herself from everybody and hungrily read the story about two who met each other who fall in love what they felt about first kiss.... even now she was blushing remembering those words on that white sheet of paper... imagining how it could be ... thousands of butterflies were swirling now around her making her shiver... wrapping arms around herself Kristina closed the window thinking about time from her arrival in the Silver town. Words of the sheriff ringed in her mind making her nervous and one more time that never happened to her before she was not sure what to do... one part of her wanted so badly to experience all emotions that were so new to her and another one was whispering to be careful... in her mind painting him over and over again she was thinking of him as the dangerous man but at the same time something was telling her that behind that there is much much more to see to know and that what she wanted to know... being curious from very beginning she was fascinated by things that make her feel ... make her feel free and same time trapped ... emerald... somehow colour of emerald ... was in front of her eyes now...making her feel as she never felt before ...
MorRioghain
~Dear Son many years has passed and i cannot let that night go and somehow i feel it is my fault i could not protect you and i knew your father was up to no good and yet i hide the truth from you. Im glad you have gotten settle into the frontier and hope you like the furnishings. Most you will recognize from you boyhood pass I thought if I could not be with you in body perhaps in spirit will do for now. What about this young lady you have meet. I wish to know all about her. I know your childhood was hard and love was something that we eluded from you in order to make sure you got the proper education perhaps a mistake a mother shouldn't have made. I feel as if I have failed you in many ways and i guess that is why i am unable to come to you. the Doctors see no reason why i am still here and encourage me to get out and start anew with you perhaps they are right but in my heart i feel i cannot now not till I know if your father is either dead or alive. with that said my dearest son i keep you in my thoughts and prayer and i do love you so very much till I hear from you again i have sent more money to your account so that you may have that old ranch fixed up i am sure it is in much needed repairs
Best regard. Your Mother.
MysticSecret1
After seeing doctor with blushing cheeks she took some of powder he gave it to her and told her not to drink next time so much wine.... wine wine!m she was thinking she got some very tasty juice omg how naive she must be look for him ... now she just sit in the rocking chair under the tree and let the medicine to take her headache away... she closed her eyes and his figure stood there right away... all strong powerful independent and so appealing... his strong features fascinated her even in his voice was something that made her shiver right away and that feeling nver left her for any second... all weather around seemed to have him... everywhere wind sun clouds trees leaves ground flowers and birds too... and she liked that... she let herself to drift back to that evening by amazing waterfalls where he took her... where they shared their thoughts and where... he tossed her in the water ... now she was smiling with her closed eyes ... only flashing face showed that she is daydreaming over and over about how sweet and kind and unpredictable he can be ... how he showed her things that she would never imagine exist between two... and now she was curious and could not wait when she will see him next time and what that will bring it t them... but she was sure it will be worth to wait... so till then Kristina just sit her letting the sun play with her face enjoying morning beauty and waiting what this day will bring it to her and this town...
XxEDUARDUS
sitting at my desk reading mothers words over and over and over. She writes of an old soul although she was still quite young by most standards. HE took Out a pen and paper and wrote.
Dear Mother ,
I a away on business now rumour has it a man fitting fathers description is to be on trial and Hung for the murder of several gypsies found slaughter in a brutal and heinous way. though i wont go into great detail to spare you any more nightmares. How can it be this is the same MAN i have grew to know and love admire and cherish for such a short time in my life better still was this the MAn you knew al theses years but married anyway thinking he would or could change? This young lady Mother is like a breath of fresh air she is unlike any creature I have ever known, SHe is all i think when time allows it and the thoughts I have I must say are not always pure but a man without passion and lust can be hardly a man. She is still very young and her head is always full of thoughts and fantasy but what could be so wrong with that. Mother I hope you do Not mind but I have took something very valuable that belong to the Family for many many generations but I feel like she IS the one.. I haven't done what I wanted but I did send her little something to prepare her for the days I decide to make it official .Mother not much to report at this time really just more dead end leads and the writhing of lonely cowboy Yes Mother the house is need of repair but it is coming along nicely. IF you ever decide to come there is More than plenty of room for YOU Please consider it. your Loving son.. EDDIE**
Dear Mother,
The news we have been waiting for I am afraid is a dead end. the bandits that were hung in tombstone was not father or his cohorts so the hunt continues. I have took your advice and invested some of time looking into a * high end jeweller and thank to your help I managed to get it redone. had it sent and have not had time to tell Miss Kristina what it is she has and im sure once she knows she may not want it knowing how valuable it is not only to me but the many generations of our family that has kept it safe and hidden. though Im unsure why you gave it to me to give to her I have no clue, I suspect more reason than I will ever know but for what ever occasion I am thankful just the same. I would Love it if you came out to be with me as it get lonely mother and i Miss home I miss you. But i will not force nor rush you but know You Have a place to call home out here in the wild frontier. with love always Your son ( BLUE)
MysticSecret1
Dear Diary, sorry I was not writing for so long as a lot was going on in the town and even me so curious with all could not to see all... first of all ... we have Sunday masses that I enjoy so much... our priest has nice gift with his words and seems all town enjoys him as much as I do... every Sunday his cosy church is full... he seems very lovely loving man and his wife should join him so soon... our smith with Melany are still out of the town and be honest I miss them both... him with his silly jokes and quick min wth her while we have some tea or eat our supper... the doctor left the note he is leaving town for some kind of issues and we got there wounded man and the new nurse not arrived yet... I hope she will be soon... as seems we have a huge need of medical stuff in this town... I also made friends with strange couple Virgil and Raven... that seemed so into each other at first but now I see they are not so friendly to each other and Raven left town couple times but always back ... with him or as now I stopped her as we need help in the doctor office with the man that was bitten by the snake and another one ... as I not sure what happened to him... but last time saw the priest was there too ... I also briefly met the farmers very sweet and nice couple ... lovely Rachel pregnant with twins and her silent husband Will...what else I forgot there... let see... tavern always makes me blush... those all girls and their matrona sometimes coming out to day light swirling all their undergarments gosh it is so embarrassing to me.... my cheeks always go cherry red when I see them flirting and talking in some manner with customers... the owner of the tavern and his daughter are very private people and mind their own business I do not see them much at all ... but that is understandable as I. Try to stay away from it... circus was one joyful event in the town too but with it we got some events too while then we had a woman Esa that was wounded badly by some bad man and some stranger that I saw past time around her... seems circus lady Kathy knew about it more them seemed ... and our sheriff... blushes... left town for a while of that or other matter...now pleasant thing... I got something from him and that makes me confused... as I was raised in fine family I know value of things and that gift he gave me is very old and valuable ... what makes me confused why would he give this to me... the girl he just met... di he wants something from me? Does he thinks to buy me? But to buy he could go with less valuable ... so makes me think that .... that he thinks about me ... same as I feel start to think about him... my mind keep coming to him and all about him... I a afraid to leave his gift so it is always on me near my heart... even it is hidden from other eyes as I do not want people to start questioning... och need to run right now as I hear some noises outside my window... hmmmm what that could be so late at the night? Maybe some lost bird.... run to look....till then.... adds date
Dear Journal today I have arrived in the small town of Silvertown Its pretty much like every small town in the wild west, All the people seem to be cautious of New folk till they find out what they are doing there, Already i have meet a few people one in particular has caught my fancy, A pretty Young thing blonde hair blue eyes the all american type dream girl I guess some would say. The Jail house is much need of repairs if something dangerous came my way i want to be prepare to keep the people safe as possible. The tavern seem to be the focus point of town but then when has it never, I have gotten settled in the ranch pass town it pretty nice a wide open skies surrounded by trees and even has a nice pond. i haven't had the chance to meet my neighbors yet as seem the town right now is full commotion and a Circus has come to town, means more people from nearby towns are likely to come. I will eventually make my way to all shops to see what the weapon codes are for them and make sure all understand the new rules handed down by government that wether they like or not I will enforce full heartily. it hard to make a uncivilized frontier abide by laws but this place looks like they wont cause much trouble, just the hard nose wild west cowboys that think this is still raw territory. I need to wire mother to thank her for the money and help since father has became on outlaw and a murderer , it is hard for her to cope in the insane asylum how such a wealthy high society man with many high connection can turn to such crimes, My reason for coming this far from my homelands In hopes to find him to get the answer we all so desperately seek. It times like this I wished i stayed at the university and got my law degree i have feeling if and when i find father that would serve more use than this badge I bare on my chest but never-less it is what it is.. on the bottom he signed it BLue and dated it~
He sat at h is desk picking up the pen and paper to wire his mother,
Dear Mother i have secured a job as a sheriff in a small town as you may already know, Thanks so much for the belongings you sent I am still unsure why you are where you are at i do not think you are in any danger and that is not a place for you i am worry one day being there you may slip into insanity in which you may not come out of. I beg you to please come live with me at the new house I am quite lonely and miss you dearly. The house is is large enough and i will always be close by in town, please reconsider my offer sincerely Your little boy blue~ She has always called him that and even though he wished she would stop now he is grown man he kinda like the special bond he and his mother always had. His pass wasn't a vague memory he can not forget the night. Laying in his bed upstairs in the manor his mother ran into the room forced him out the bed and into the small closet used for linen. Blue there are men out in the yard and they all have guns Im so scared YOU must remain silent and Do not come out till i tell you or you hear silence YOU GOT IT! the tears stream down his face as he was sure that would be last time he would see his Mother or father alive. he heard the front door of the home being crashed into and a loud commotion he heard his father yelling and warning the men if they had a problem to take him from the house to deal with this matter he didn't want his wife or son seeing. My mother was begging him not to go clinging to his legs as them men forceful kicked her in her face several times, cracking her jaw and leaving her bloody bruised and her face already swollen. My dad telling them to LEave her alone or have HEll to pay. He got out the closet and stood at the window as he watch 4 men beating and dragging his father into the nearby trees. His father looked up glancing at the window seeing his little boy crying and wondering why they were doing this to his father he only hung his head in shame. Then with 3 shots in the dark he watched his mother run outside screaming NO! One more shot was fired and my mother dropped to her knees and he saw a shadow come from behind the trees WHo was it Why is his mother just kneeling there what if they wanted to hurt her. Unable to see anything else he ran back into the closet and hide like his mother had told him to do. but the night mare was far from over he heard voices inside the house again a huge argument between his mother and unknown voice .He was sure it wasn't his father, then he heard anther shot inside the house HIs mother screamed and then anther shot and then silence.It was hours before he came out of hiding he ran down stair and saw his mother lying in a pool of blood and the stranger he Knew all to well it was Roger Merchant the manager of the bank his father owned scared for his mother life he quickly wired for the doctor and Sheriff. with 4 bodies dead and his mother barley living he knew this would Haunt him till He found out where his father was and what happen and he wouldn't stop at nothing till he found him~
Poet61
Hey deputy dog, what you doing in these parts? I’m Bushkill Green most folks around here just call me boss, (as he rubs his face, you can hear the skin scratching the bristle hairs he has for a beard) I run a small shoppe here and take care of the locals needs. You planning to stay a while? So if you’re hurting, come see me... don’t get in my way and I won’t get in yours..
XxEDUARDUS
sheriff waits to listen to the drama that begins to unfold.. he notices on his desk his private journal has been moved and he even seen a note... as he listens his eyes scan the writing. His cold steel green eyes dart at the words and his lips curl into a half semi smile. he never been called deputy dog and he laughs as memory serves him of a cartoon he once saw. Hmm Boss i do not think Ill be calling anyone Boss no time soon now lost in the note the words of the women talking is lost in translation but he pretends to be listening just the same. OH i think ill make it a point to swing by to see this man and pay him little visit.. he closes the book and puts it in his locked drawer. he now converts his eyes back to Miss Kristina and thinks my what a stunning creature she is and that dress she wore today showed nothing more than bare shoulders Mid knees . He thought maybe Ill ask her to dinner at my place soon.
MysticSecret1
Looking at him scanning her with his deep sharp green eyes Kristina feels how heat and blushing come to her face... she looks down hopping that he did not see that. She need to learn how to control her emotions after all... and now looking at him so busy writing something... how his strong fingers continue to fill sheet of paper with words she smiles to herself... silently waiting for Katie to tell her story again... and with corner of her eyes eying him starting from his polished till shine shoes "that would tell a lot about him" she grins to herself.
She was always looking at men shoes ... if they clean them or not... and now she seems satisfied with a view of his... then her gaze goes slowly up just for one second stopping .... in the middle and turning her head blushing as a cherry to Katie now... hearing her telling the story but same time remembering what kind of feelings she experienced when she found flowers on her bed and that single note from him... it was not so long ago but seemed so long again... and she was curious now if he forgot what he asked her for... so much is happening here and they been busy with more important things then some silly date... she understood that but... she never had a date before so Kristina was so trilled about it... even this man looked so dangerous and so tall and strong like some viking from her read stories back at home. Kristina was lost in her dreams for a while not realizing that all that was seen on her face...
XxEDUARDUS
Seeing the Lovely Miss Kristina unfold her umbrella and walking in the rain back to her room across the way he watched her every step intently. he bite his pouty bottom lip hiding the smile his eyes gave away. as he sat down he mauled over the story of the lady and he jot down notes and could not shake that eerie feeling that something bad was going to happen and happen soon he must be on his toes and keep a lookout and be suspicious of all he hasn't gotten to know about on more deeper level. He picked up a pen and wrote to his Mother.'
Dear Mother it been some months since my Last telegram. As I have not heard back I guess that means you are not sure about coming out to the west. though I cant say it dose not please me to know U still cannot forgive yourself or the nightmare of that night i wish you would consider. You would be interested in knowing I Have meet a young lady, she is very much like you very poised very witty and very peculiar. I have asked her to dinner tonight and hope she will decide she will give me a chance, I know i am not out here to be a lady man but momma it does get so lonely in the nights. I hope to hear from you soon Ur loving son Blue.. he sealed the letter and put it in his desk to send out tomorrow morning. He wasn't in the mood to take the ride in the rain home so anther night in the office suited him fine. so he locked up the doors and check all the windows and he settled down in one of the cells closed his eyes listen to the rain dance outside on tin roof top and fell fast asleep..
MysticSecret1
Wind got her in it embrace so quick that she could not do anything about it ... it started to dance with her umbrella catching her too in it dance... making her swirl around trying to avoid to fall in huge puddles ... at first she was concern about her shoes and dress and hair but later on ... all nerves all tension that she got from the very beginning ... arrival in this town took over her and Kristina let the wind win by taking her umbrella.... and making a dance in the rain... swirling with it in one ... lifting her hands up and catching drops of the rain ... laughing she started to run and jump in every one single puddle not wanting miss any of them... all her childhood memories now where so present at this moment she got loose in this weather letting the wind and rain to take care of her lost scared soul... letting them to make their job by calming it down... with the dance she was trying to catch with a tip of her tongue as many rain drops as it was possible ... giggling now ... remembering this game as she played with her friends over there... counting every single one of them... at this moment the rain washed all concerns away... trees were singing along with the wind and rain their song for only her as she was alone here. rain washed all ... concerns fear questions... all removing it all from her ... even light hint of make up leaving her clean and innocent ... maybe even somehow childish.... and it felt so good so good that she could not help herself but scream.... "thank you rain!" For maing her feel good to feel secure in herself again to give her strength to give her fresh start... wiping her wet hair from the face she looked up in the sky ... closed her eyes and swirled swirled swirled listening to the sounds of nature ... saying silent thank you to life ... keeping her safe.... and letting enjoy it more and more by giving new opportunities ....
XxEDUARDUS
Dear Diary..
Tonight i find it harder to focus on the reason my travel has brought me way out here. Rumors of my Father mysterious disappearance has not faded and i find myself waking up to the sounds of gunshot and screams and i..I am cover in sweat. Mother has still declined my invites to come here and i cannot understand what protection for her sanity she finds in the institution. I don' t know what this fascination has come over me with Miss Kristina i find myself longing to hold her in my arms cover her in kisses and lay awake with her till the sun peeks in my windows. I am afraid I will not be able to control myself around her if she is left alone with me. Something tells me she is the one I've seeking to calm the inner part of me that is losing control of reality. I know she too feel the same way for never have I seen a women look at me the way she does. She looks at me as if I am a dangerous outlaw but would die to protect her, I find it very intoxicating how her perfume lingers in my mind haunting my scents. she would being me to my knees at the mere touch of her lips on mine. But these time bring perils and I must stay focused and steadfast to protect the citizens, seem with the badge comes great responsibilities and deny me luxury most men take for granted. I lay awake at nights and wonder what karma has in store fro me tomorrow and find it quite annoyed that it yet to revealed my fate. I know all good things come to those who wait but I have learn IF you want something You have to go out get it Yourself so this endeavour of pressing Miss Kristina to be mine has only just begun a game of cat and mouse I find refreshing..
MysticSecret1
All refreshed after the long bath Kristina walked to the window just for one more .... enjoy sound of the rain... she opened it a little to feel freshness of the evening... it always fascinated her... this smell after the rain... leaning to the window frame and wrapping herself in the baby blue silk robe she smiled drifting in her dreams. Wind played carefully with her hair tickling her face slightly caressing her young body... the robe colour reflected in her eyes making them deep as the sky. Worries left her face for a moment and she let herself to take her to fairy land ... one from her stories that she read in secret back home... Kristina chuckled remembering how she climbed in the big tree near home hiding herself from everybody and hungrily read the story about two who met each other who fall in love what they felt about first kiss.... even now she was blushing remembering those words on that white sheet of paper... imagining how it could be ... thousands of butterflies were swirling now around her making her shiver... wrapping arms around herself Kristina closed the window thinking about time from her arrival in the Silver town. Words of the sheriff ringed in her mind making her nervous and one more time that never happened to her before she was not sure what to do... one part of her wanted so badly to experience all emotions that were so new to her and another one was whispering to be careful... in her mind painting him over and over again she was thinking of him as the dangerous man but at the same time something was telling her that behind that there is much much more to see to know and that what she wanted to know... being curious from very beginning she was fascinated by things that make her feel ... make her feel free and same time trapped ... emerald... somehow colour of emerald ... was in front of her eyes now...making her feel as she never felt before ...
MorRioghain
~Dear Son many years has passed and i cannot let that night go and somehow i feel it is my fault i could not protect you and i knew your father was up to no good and yet i hide the truth from you. Im glad you have gotten settle into the frontier and hope you like the furnishings. Most you will recognize from you boyhood pass I thought if I could not be with you in body perhaps in spirit will do for now. What about this young lady you have meet. I wish to know all about her. I know your childhood was hard and love was something that we eluded from you in order to make sure you got the proper education perhaps a mistake a mother shouldn't have made. I feel as if I have failed you in many ways and i guess that is why i am unable to come to you. the Doctors see no reason why i am still here and encourage me to get out and start anew with you perhaps they are right but in my heart i feel i cannot now not till I know if your father is either dead or alive. with that said my dearest son i keep you in my thoughts and prayer and i do love you so very much till I hear from you again i have sent more money to your account so that you may have that old ranch fixed up i am sure it is in much needed repairs
Best regard. Your Mother.
MysticSecret1
After seeing doctor with blushing cheeks she took some of powder he gave it to her and told her not to drink next time so much wine.... wine wine!m she was thinking she got some very tasty juice omg how naive she must be look for him ... now she just sit in the rocking chair under the tree and let the medicine to take her headache away... she closed her eyes and his figure stood there right away... all strong powerful independent and so appealing... his strong features fascinated her even in his voice was something that made her shiver right away and that feeling nver left her for any second... all weather around seemed to have him... everywhere wind sun clouds trees leaves ground flowers and birds too... and she liked that... she let herself to drift back to that evening by amazing waterfalls where he took her... where they shared their thoughts and where... he tossed her in the water ... now she was smiling with her closed eyes ... only flashing face showed that she is daydreaming over and over about how sweet and kind and unpredictable he can be ... how he showed her things that she would never imagine exist between two... and now she was curious and could not wait when she will see him next time and what that will bring it t them... but she was sure it will be worth to wait... so till then Kristina just sit her letting the sun play with her face enjoying morning beauty and waiting what this day will bring it to her and this town...
XxEDUARDUS
sitting at my desk reading mothers words over and over and over. She writes of an old soul although she was still quite young by most standards. HE took Out a pen and paper and wrote.
Dear Mother ,
I a away on business now rumour has it a man fitting fathers description is to be on trial and Hung for the murder of several gypsies found slaughter in a brutal and heinous way. though i wont go into great detail to spare you any more nightmares. How can it be this is the same MAN i have grew to know and love admire and cherish for such a short time in my life better still was this the MAn you knew al theses years but married anyway thinking he would or could change? This young lady Mother is like a breath of fresh air she is unlike any creature I have ever known, SHe is all i think when time allows it and the thoughts I have I must say are not always pure but a man without passion and lust can be hardly a man. She is still very young and her head is always full of thoughts and fantasy but what could be so wrong with that. Mother I hope you do Not mind but I have took something very valuable that belong to the Family for many many generations but I feel like she IS the one.. I haven't done what I wanted but I did send her little something to prepare her for the days I decide to make it official .Mother not much to report at this time really just more dead end leads and the writhing of lonely cowboy Yes Mother the house is need of repair but it is coming along nicely. IF you ever decide to come there is More than plenty of room for YOU Please consider it. your Loving son.. EDDIE**
Dear Mother,
The news we have been waiting for I am afraid is a dead end. the bandits that were hung in tombstone was not father or his cohorts so the hunt continues. I have took your advice and invested some of time looking into a * high end jeweller and thank to your help I managed to get it redone. had it sent and have not had time to tell Miss Kristina what it is she has and im sure once she knows she may not want it knowing how valuable it is not only to me but the many generations of our family that has kept it safe and hidden. though Im unsure why you gave it to me to give to her I have no clue, I suspect more reason than I will ever know but for what ever occasion I am thankful just the same. I would Love it if you came out to be with me as it get lonely mother and i Miss home I miss you. But i will not force nor rush you but know You Have a place to call home out here in the wild frontier. with love always Your son ( BLUE)
MysticSecret1
Dear Diary, sorry I was not writing for so long as a lot was going on in the town and even me so curious with all could not to see all... first of all ... we have Sunday masses that I enjoy so much... our priest has nice gift with his words and seems all town enjoys him as much as I do... every Sunday his cosy church is full... he seems very lovely loving man and his wife should join him so soon... our smith with Melany are still out of the town and be honest I miss them both... him with his silly jokes and quick min wth her while we have some tea or eat our supper... the doctor left the note he is leaving town for some kind of issues and we got there wounded man and the new nurse not arrived yet... I hope she will be soon... as seems we have a huge need of medical stuff in this town... I also made friends with strange couple Virgil and Raven... that seemed so into each other at first but now I see they are not so friendly to each other and Raven left town couple times but always back ... with him or as now I stopped her as we need help in the doctor office with the man that was bitten by the snake and another one ... as I not sure what happened to him... but last time saw the priest was there too ... I also briefly met the farmers very sweet and nice couple ... lovely Rachel pregnant with twins and her silent husband Will...what else I forgot there... let see... tavern always makes me blush... those all girls and their matrona sometimes coming out to day light swirling all their undergarments gosh it is so embarrassing to me.... my cheeks always go cherry red when I see them flirting and talking in some manner with customers... the owner of the tavern and his daughter are very private people and mind their own business I do not see them much at all ... but that is understandable as I. Try to stay away from it... circus was one joyful event in the town too but with it we got some events too while then we had a woman Esa that was wounded badly by some bad man and some stranger that I saw past time around her... seems circus lady Kathy knew about it more them seemed ... and our sheriff... blushes... left town for a while of that or other matter...now pleasant thing... I got something from him and that makes me confused... as I was raised in fine family I know value of things and that gift he gave me is very old and valuable ... what makes me confused why would he give this to me... the girl he just met... di he wants something from me? Does he thinks to buy me? But to buy he could go with less valuable ... so makes me think that .... that he thinks about me ... same as I feel start to think about him... my mind keep coming to him and all about him... I a afraid to leave his gift so it is always on me near my heart... even it is hidden from other eyes as I do not want people to start questioning... och need to run right now as I hear some noises outside my window... hmmmm what that could be so late at the night? Maybe some lost bird.... run to look....till then.... adds date